Kind of forgot about this blog!

i religiously follow blogger natalie of nat the fat rat, now hey natalie jean. yesterday she posted this unbelievable little movie short of a day in the life of her and her ridiculously cute and happy son. it moved me so much that i sobbed for a good 10 minutes. watching the utter joy of her being a mom and her picture perfect little toddler just sent my head and emotions in a weird tailspin. i don't feel as free to elaborate on this right now, but here i am two years later. older child is now almost 4 and a half and younger child is 2 years and 3 months old. i've definitely changed after having a couple more years experience as a mom. i think it really took having the second to be fully resigned to motherhood. also, the inexplicable love i feel with the second child has made motherhood more enjoyable.

i'm not sure i will continue writing here, but now that i've rediscovered this little outlet, we'll see if i come back...